[hulk_hogan]

i am sorry but talking/writing about this is very helpful for me right now

1. the 19 yo stripper is hot, but probaly thats where it ends
2. my gf is hot and it goes beyond that
3. 19yo stripper i feel bad for and i have a tendecy to try and save the world, one poor little girl at a time, this girl will be alot of work, as well turn into a full time job and will probaly never be taken seriously by my family
4. does this just seem like classic cold feet?
5. do you think i can fuck the stripper a few more times and give her a propper good bye? like fly her in for a few days and her put her up in a hotel then fly her back? would they be the best way to let her go? i dont wanna hurt her, ya know?

in the end i dont wanna hurt either of these girls

but what scares me is this, if there was chink in the armour that is my realationship with my girlfriend will it always be there, i am not saying the 19yo chick is the answer, but maybe a sign

people always said to me, you can have an incredinle realationship, but if you are not 100% satisfied with your sex life the realtionship will fall apart

now my sex with my girlfriend has been none latley because of the surgery, maybe i need her to recover before i make a descion, i dunno