[thebige]

Just seems to me that drugs, knowledge, and financial backing are the only things that separate me from them. My training is no less intense and the weights I use are the same if not more than what they are using. My weight even with a 10%bf subtraction puts me well over 200lb. How much juice do i have to use to compete with the big boys. I really am curious about their dosing, because Im not sure i want to sacrifice my health that much. Only done 5 cycles peaking up to 1gram of test/week at the most. I've heard some are using that much a day! If the dosing they are using is that much higher I need to know. I just want to make sure that I'm playing with the same deck of cards that they are, and that I am willing to go to the same extremes to do so. Also, I didn't want Dave's training program or diet plan, that shit is basic. What I wanted was an example of his (or other top level competitors) drug protocol and reliable sources to obtain them from. I dont think that should be all that hard to come by, when you look like a very worthwhile investment. As much as I am hard on myself for being small, 99% of the time I am the biggest dude in the gym wherever I go, and that fucking sucks because I don't feel there is anyone I can go to for advice. I loved talking to pros at the O because it was obvious they knew their shit. Let's face it. If you want to know what NBA players do to attain greatness you aren't going to be asking your neighborhood street baller.