ok i shall go first.
i have many regrets in my time.
one major one is the fact that when i lost my ex fiancee and my house and all the rest of it at the time , well 4 months after that thru major major depression i tried to kill myself.
i took close to 100 paracetomol tablets and was rushed to hospital 2 days later.
at the time i was 260lbs or so and wanting to compete in the march time show.
i just could not cope with the pain anymore and thought death would be the best way out.
i survived ofcourse lol , and came out of hospital at 180lbs.
i lost all that due to a girl... damn i regret that now and thing is i now have the perfect girl in my life and she supports me 110% with all my goals.
im now up to 245lbs and hoping to compete within the next 3 years.
even moving to america and i have lots off friends from the boards who want to meet up when i arrive,, so things are good now and i always believe that no matter how bad today is there always is a brighter day in the future.
i know deep down if id never met kat id be dead now , she gave me life and made me feel real love
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